Long time no write in here.
How your life? Mine? Its going to be two months already holding the title as a worker. So, everyday doing the same routine, going to office early in the morning and go back home resting and sleep. The different is what I learned from day to day.
Gossiping among the colleague especially the senior staff cause to hear lots of company rumours and gossips. May be good may be bad one. Sometimes I got worried by the bad rumours and start to think how long can I survive in this company? However, I keep reminding myself that this is normal. Anywhere we work will probably has its own bad rumours and variety of attitude of each workfellow to deal.
Everyday I just need to start my day by think positive things and be confident to go to work everyday.
Keep remind that stress is everywhere and we are not even possible to run from stress and problems.
I still have the feeling that I can do this. No matter how slow my learning process, as long as my slow learning will not affect to much to this company, I will keep doing my best.
Fighting Ana! don't be down. There is people who experienced worst than yours. by the way, yours is not that worst. Its just the learning process. remember!!
Anyway, lets be happy in life and do anything we want as long as we can do it and WHILE WE YOUNG! *young kerrr??? tsk! T_T