I have positive in myself

Being trusted from superior seems great yet making us nervous and worried.

When they trust us, they make an expectation. Thus, what if we doesn't make into their expectation?

"Do you have confident in yourself?" . and I replied, "I have positive in myself"

Have no courage to say that I am confident. Not because I am not confident but I'm afraid I'll be over confident after being praised once. So the best answer I can give is I am positive that I want to do this! I want to try to do this! 

We don't know the taste until we try it. Isn't it?

Keep Positive Ana Musa! At the same time keep lower yourself. Don't be too proud. You are not yet success. Lots more to experience. Just....Keep it up! InsyaAllah...

JanganRinduDulu

Refreshment!!

Assalamualaikum

Hi uollsss.

Long time no write in here.

How your life? Mine? Its going to be two months already holding the title as a worker. So, everyday doing the same routine, going to office early in the morning and go back home resting and sleep. The different is what I learned from day to day. 

Gossiping among the colleague especially the senior staff cause to hear lots of company rumours and gossips. May be good may be bad one. Sometimes I got worried by the bad rumours and start to think how long can I survive in this company? However, I keep reminding myself that this is normal. Anywhere we work will probably has its own bad rumours and variety of attitude of each workfellow to deal.

Everyday I just need to start my day by think positive things and be confident to go to work everyday. 

Keep remind that stress is everywhere and we are not even possible to run from stress and problems. 

I still have the feeling that I can do this. No matter how slow my learning process, as long as my slow learning will not affect to much to this company, I will keep doing my best.

Fighting Ana! don't be down. There is people who experienced worst than yours. by the way, yours is not that worst. Its just the learning process. remember!!

Anyway, lets be happy in life and do anything we want as long as we can do it and WHILE WE YOUNG! *young kerrr??? tsk! T_T

JanganRinduDulu

2013

Assalamualaikum

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

First of all, thanks 2012 for all. 2012 mengakhiri zamanku datang kelas, study untuk quizzes and exams, buat homeworks and all student lifestyle. I gonna miss 2012 for that =)

Hello 2013!

Benda yang selari dengan wish tahun baru adalah azam baru. This year aku ada azam baru. Azam yang tak pernah aku forwardkan dari tahun baru ke tahun baru. This is a new wish I ever had in a new year. 

Semorang nak jadi yang lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Begitu juga aku. Aku nak jadi muslimah yang lebih baik. Aku harap niat aku ni akan selari dengan semangat dan ketabahan hati supaya ianya akan tercapai. Kalau korang baca ni doakanlah untuk aku ye. huhu. terima kasih.

Aku jadi nervous kerana azam ni. huhu. aku betul betul nak perbaiki diri. Nak disiplin diri. Nak jadi insan yang berguna dan maju ke hadapan rohani dan jasmani. Insya-Allah ^_^

Korang pon tanamlah azam korang tu dalam dalam. semoga azam yang forward forward tu pon bakal tercapai tahun ni. Aminnn~~

JanganRinduDulu

Never waste the second chance.

Assalamualaikum. Whatsup?!!

Alhamdulillah!

I got a job! Yayyy!!

This time I may need to endure all pressure and problem arise. 

Keep in mind:

This is another opportunity given by Allah S.W.T. Be grateful and don't ever waste it. 

 

Any job has its own pressure. So anywhere and any job is the same. Still have the pressure.

Be positive minded. They might torture you because they also in difficult situation. 

The best part is you will learn new knowledge and experiences from all the hardness.

Trust yourself. Always believe that you can do the best as others. I AM THE BEST!

Challenge yourself and never give up! Any problem always has solution.

Allah is always with you. Believe in Him.

There is some motivation sentences from me to myself. From time to time, I may need to keep motivate myself in order to balance my emotion and mind. The positive thing about stress that I know is it makes me stronger. 

Insya-Allah

JanganRinduDulu

Dilema Degree

Assalamualaikum

Sekarang ni aku tengah rasa kecewa. Again! Aku akan cerita pasal cari kerja lagi kat sini. Susah! Yes! Susah untuk dapat sesuatu pekerjaan. Lebih lebih lagi pada orang yang kurang berkemahiran dan pengalaman macam aku ni ha. Again, aku bakal cukup 2 bulan lagi menganggur kat rumah. Bila difikirkan nasib aku tak lah seteruk mana. Baru berapa bulan je aku menganggur. Mungkin ade yang menerima nasib yang lebih teruk dari aku. Mungkin setahun? dua tahun? yang lebih lama menganggur dari aku. Walaumcamanapon aku tak boleh putus asa dan mengalah. Walau sebenarnye macam nak putus asa dah. haha.

Salah satu sebab aku susah dapat kerja adalah majikan takut nak ambil budak degree. Aku rasa aku pernah cerita pasal ni post yang lepas. tapi aku nak update sikit lagi. Baru-baru ni aku cuba cari kerja yang hanya perlu kelayakan SPM. Aku berhasrat nak tunjuk kelayakan SPM je tapi aku tak berjaya sembunyikan degree. Aku taknak bohong kat dia. Then obviously, as expected majikan tu kata dia fikirkan dulu. Sebab dia takut aku kerja tak lama. Sejujurnya aku dah expect benda tu. Aku pon sedar, macamana kalau aku terima kerja kat situ tapi suddenly aku dapat better offer bila aku dah masuk kerja dalam kurang sebulan. Rekod kerja aku mesti tak cantik sebab asyik berhenti kerja. Tapi kalau dorang tak bagi aku kerja even kerja kerani macamana aku nak dapat experience untuk jawatan yang lebih tinggi? Kenapa tak bagi je peluang untuk aku cari pengalaman. Just accept the risk that I might not work long. 

Ada pulak nak fresh graduate tapi they want to choose the best among us. Habis yang kurang best memang tak berpeluang ke? Aku faham setiap orang nakkan yang terbaik. Tapi, berilah kami peluang untuk belajar. 

Adakah sementara nak tunggu kerja yang memerlukan degree tu bagi respond permohonan kita, then kita terpaksa menganggur? Berapa lama nak tunggu? Sebulan? 3 bulan? 6 bulan? setahun? Kami bebudak degree ni perlukan kerja. Untuk mulakan hidup baru selepas habis belajar banyak yang kami kena buat. Kami dah mula pikul tanggungjawab untuk membantu keluarga. Aku percaya parents walau sikit mesti ada rasa nak anak dia bantu dia serba sedikit dalam kewangan untuk menyara keluarga. Aku rasa sedih dan serba salah bila aku dapat tahu family ada masalah kewangan ke. Adik adik semua semakin dewasa dan perbelanjaan study dorang semakin besar. Aku sangat nak tolong parents aku. Cuma aku tak faham kenapa susah untuk aku dapat pekerjaan. Ayah cakap takpe, belum ade rezeki. Aku tawu tu. cuma aku sedih dan kecewa. 

Jangan la takut nak ambil budak yang ada degree. Kami mungkin tiada pengalaman. Jadi kami berharap untuk diberi peluang untuk mendapat pengalaman bekerja tak kira di bidang apa. Jasa kalian melatih kami bekerja hanya tuhan dapat balas. 

Akhir sekali, aku berdoa semoga akan ade rezeki yang melimpah lepas ni. Amin~~

JanganRinduDulu